http://porqpine511.blogdrive.com/ Chez Bombadil Tue, 01 Jan 2008 03:00:00 PST http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2008. Music Sports General Christianity http://porqpine511.blogdrive.com/archive/277.html Tue, 01 Jan 2008 07:55:49 GMT For all of my love and patience, being at home is a huge challenge. Or should I say being near my parents is a huge challenge? Feeling judged, misunderstood, and forgotten in the presence of a favored elder sibling... etc. Anyways, I'm the lazy, unmotivated, unbusy one apparently. How does he not know who I am? Of all things, why is the response to my exceptional academic performance surprise? Why is it that they know everything about my sister's life but have no idea what I'm up to? Why are the things I'm excited about in my life met with.... a change of topic? Perhaps it's because I... (more) http://porqpine511.blogdrive.com/comments?id=277 http://porqpine511.blogdrive.com/archive/276.html Sat, 09 Jun 2007 18:49:09 GMT There’s this idea that grownups aren’t supposed to trip and fall, but we all know they do. And even though we know that it happens; when it happens to us, somehow it’s still embarrassing. And I think that’s the way Christianity is sometimes. We’re taught how to stand and walk on this narrow path. Taught not to fall, but we do. And even though we know that all Christians sin; when we’re not a baby Christian anymore, falling is embarrassing, and its somehow not something that should happen, and we feel like everyone will be judging us if they knew. Can we realize that even adults trip and... (more) http://porqpine511.blogdrive.com/comments?id=276 http://porqpine511.blogdrive.com/archive/275.html Sat, 03 Feb 2007 15:51:03 GMT i've been feeling so confused. http://porqpine511.blogdrive.com/comments?id=275 http://porqpine511.blogdrive.com/archive/274.html Sun, 07 Jan 2007 00:28:39 GMT http://www.xanga.com/lilmissbombadil - Urbana Post and a change of pace--> So, it's been a pretty unproductive day, and therefore an uncomfortable day for the part of me that likes to always be doing something, the part of me that likes to be able to end the day feeling like something meaningful happened. But really I didn't feel up for a productive day. I woke up feeling pretty useless, and then decided to play out that role, i suppose. I keep messing up this one area of my life, and I can't stop. At least I've figured out I can't stop on my own.. I mean I've prayed and... (more) http://porqpine511.blogdrive.com/comments?id=274 http://porqpine511.blogdrive.com/archive/273.html Sun, 15 Oct 2006 18:24:28 GMT soo scary.... http://porqpine511.blogdrive.com/comments?id=273 http://porqpine511.blogdrive.com/archive/272.html Sun, 08 Oct 2006 22:13:24 GMT such a loser. me. part of me is falling apart. missed church this morning (Slept through the alarm), forgot to go to WCI meeting (small group leaders meeting), haven't gotten to know people in my small group as well as I'd like to, put off devotions, haven't been praying. Missed physics lab (slep through that too). what an amazing role model i am... not. being in studio for 9.5 hours in one day is a little depressing. just a bit. i can't wait for fall break. But perhaps i'm expecting too much out of it... expecting it to actually give me a break. time to stop and... (more) http://porqpine511.blogdrive.com/comments?id=272 http://porqpine511.blogdrive.com/archive/271.html Thu, 05 Oct 2006 21:45:52 GMT I have a headache, I'm high on acetone, I'm going through PMS, and starting to have cramps. Feelin grumpy and just a bit violent. These are the days where I need people like B-- to tell me I can use them as a punching bag. Too bad he's back in PA, and here I am. This is not the right weekend for all of this. A rather hellish project due on Tuesday which involves a lot more acetone than what I went through today. Exam tonight, exam next week, a paper to be thinking about and all that other busy stuff I could list all the way down this page to complain about and make myself... (more) http://porqpine511.blogdrive.com/comments?id=271 http://porqpine511.blogdrive.com/archive/270.html Sun, 01 Oct 2006 20:04:08 GMT For my quiet times today I read the passage on the Lord's Prayer, and ended up spending an immense amount of time just thinking about the importance of the first word, "Our". When I pray, and I think this applies to many people, we tend to pray with more of a "my father who art in heaven" mindset. But in the Lord's prayer it isn't "my father" it's "our father". The idea of community, family, and all of the meaning behind those ideas brought into prayer. http://porqpine511.blogdrive.com/comments?id=270 http://porqpine511.blogdrive.com/archive/269.html Mon, 28 Aug 2006 02:28:36 GMT Goodness! everything's just been going right lately.. or... the way i've wanted it to go (would be the correct way to put it), haha. Little things, like getting cozy furniture for my room that was even better than i was hoping for! Totally woulda settled for a cheap futon. But got a pull out loveseat bed. Was ready to pay for the comfy vintage chair, but have a friend who paid for it completely already... even before I got to town. Have a friend that was willing to lug furniture around for me and be rushed around AND store all of the furniture at his place till i get there. So yea,... (more) http://porqpine511.blogdrive.com/comments?id=269 http://porqpine511.blogdrive.com/archive/268.html Sun, 27 Aug 2006 05:38:15 GMT Sophie's thinking that she's actually gonna be home sick this year. She wasn't last year? No, last year she was so glad to be away. She didn't like it at home, or at school. High school wasn't a good time. So what's different now? This summer, was awesome. ^^ Thank you so much to all the people that made it that way! The summer got off to a really lonely start. Most of my friendships during high school were exceedingly shallow. Friends were only around to hang out with, and it didn't help that i was somewhat depressed for the last 2 years at high school and... (more) http://porqpine511.blogdrive.com/comments?id=268