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And it's times like these when I am totally amazed by God's blessings that i sometimes have to stop and remember that things are not always gonna continue to go just the way I want them to go. A time when I need to remind myself that when things start going wrong I'm not allowed to start pitying myself, blaming God, not allowed to cease to believe in God's blessings, or all of the sudden feel like God is worlds away. So hopefully, when the stress kicks in (and the hard life which is guaranteed to come) I will remember what God has done in my life and not just live in the moment. And yea, I'm hoping this doesn't happen, but God could totally close the doors to funding for Urbana at any moment. He might want me at home for break, might tell me that there's always next time. Then what would I think? How would I feel? Whatever I could say is easier said than done, so I wont say anything at all. okay. well, there one thing in my life that's kinda being weird and unfair, but I'm actually finding it rather humurous. haha, oy. *shakes head* oh yea, btw, if anyone wants free cricket food/water, someone's giving a bunch away for free in Downtown Ann Arbor. haha. too awesome to resist, eh? |
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